LilyTrang;
My heart's an idealist and my mind's a realist. Inspiration, motivation, and determination is a must. Be authentic. Simple and complex is what my words consist of; understand it or misinterpret it. You're the judge and I'm the blogger.

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I get bored of people easily meaning I’ll drop people easily because the bond between us becomes dull. That’s why I tell people that I’m not worth anyone’s time because I’m selfish. I’m selfish to the point that I end up hurting people who pull in efforts for me and I can’t even give them the same back. I used to always want someone to put in efforts as much as I put in for them, but lately I can’t even do the same for them or anyone. I just get tired of people so easily and people just don’t believe me when I say that I’m not a good person or that I’m not a good friend. I don’t even keep tab on what’s going on around me anymore. I don’t even bother with a lot of people and I don’t blame any of them. I’ve cut ties with a lot of people or I’ve slowly drifted away from them. Why? Because there’s nothing to save. There’s nothing to say. It’s just absolute nothingness. It’s just hard for me to keep someone around and it sucks because every time I do, I choose the wrong ones and then I end up pushing away the ones that do want to stick by my side even though I can’t really trust them. I suppose, it’s ironic. So, don’t be surprise if I suddenly one day stop talking to you or if I disappear and I’m no longer around.