February 2011
I'm genuinely happy for you.
Someone told me that I should be happy for you. Regardless of who you’re with, of who you fall in like with, or end up marrying, I should be happy for you. Even though the pain stays, even though everything feels inevitably difficult, I’ll learn to deal with it. It’s more pathetic of me to be hurt for you than to not be happy, right? So, whoever you end up with, just know that...
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I love my best friend more than anyone.
I can not stress enough about how much she have done for me. She’s the person who digs me out of my hole. She’s the person who listens to me when I cry, when I’m on the verge of feeling like I want to commit suicide. She’s the person who understands me the best. She’s the person who makes me laugh and smile so much. She’s the reason why I’m still here on...
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@ah-lin & @ryannxp started following me?!
I forgot to do this yesterday when they did, but ahhh. /fangirl scream :3. Hello ~
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Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Honestly, I think this generation is the worst with drugs and alcohol. Don’t get me wrong, I mean I understand it’s their body and such, but damn. Growing up so fast, doing drugs, drinking alcohol, partying it up at such a young age. I wish I could tell these kids to wait. Wait a little longer, your time will come. You will get the chance to do these things. I’ve never been one...
January 2011
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Because @justsomefoodforthought told me to put it...
Lily Trang: Oh, silly Max. Good night. Sweet dreams. Sleep soon :). Max Wright: <3 night babytrang sweet dreams :3 Lily Trang: Ahah that’s a first, babytrang. x). Max Wright: [: i was your first? ;D Lily Trang: LOL, sheesh Max. Yes you were. Max Wright: put that on tumblr! [:<
You know what sucks?
Not being able to vent to your friends the way you used to. Not being able to turn to someone when you need them. Not being able to have a hug here or there for some sort of warm comfort. Not being able to cry when you want to. Not being able to run anywhere when you want to. Not being able to yell all these unwanted emotions you want to let out. Not being able to just break loose. Not being able...
@choreocookiesz sucks at comforting me.
Viet Tran:
i'm just kidding =p
you're not worthless lily
you may not be one of those people that shine like no others do
yeah you don't shine
you're dull..
like poop color
Lily Trang:
...
Oh.
Okay
LOL.
...
I don't understand why people say I'm too good for...
First off, I am not too good for him. I’ve chosen him for a reason. It’s funny how people say I’m too good for him when they don’t know that I feel the complete opposite. Actually, nobody’s too good for anyone. We’re all human and have qualities. Just because things didn’t work out doesn’t mean that I deserve better. It doesn’t mean that I...
The reason why I hate high school.
Most boys I’ve observed and known are highly underdeveloped. They’re so immature more than half the time. Yes, it takes a while for them to grow up, but seriously. It gets annoying and out of hand. This is why I don’t look for guys in high school. They’re annoying and dumb more than half the time. I’m not saying this goes out to all guys in high school, but most. At...
When I can't explain the way I feel, music does...
When We Say (Juicebox) by AJ Rafael.
Dear You,
When we become strangers, I’ll have a few things to tell you before you go. You probably left me because you found someone better. I won’t say fuck you for replacing me for someone else when I know you could find someone better than me. I won’t say I dislike you for hurting me, but I’ll say thank you for everything. Thank you for all the little pieces of memories that was...
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Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do...
I’m an atheist. I don’t know what to believe in nor do I know if a “God” up there exist. So, straight to the point, I’m atheist. There’s not much to say.
Confession: I have hearing loss.
For those who have known me for quite a long time, probably already knows this. People tend to forget that I’m part deaf in both ears. Yes, I’m one of those annoying people who ask people to repeat themselves. I read lips, but sometimes I can’t decipher every little things they say from reading their lips. It’s natural instinct for me since I’ve been born this way....
Bold what applies to you.
I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color.I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I have/ I’ve had braces. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I wear glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told...
I hate waking up and realize that I'm crying.
It happens on the rare occasion and today seems to be one of those days. My heart is aching. My mind is being fed with negativity. I hate waking up to such emotional vibes. I hate over-thinking, but here I am doing so. I keep wondering what would have happened. I’m scared more than you are. I’m terrified more than you are. I’m starting to become even more afraid to grow any...
If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you...
I’m annoying. I’m negative, sometimes an optimistic. I’m too loud or too quiet. I cry a lot. I smile too much. I laugh weird. I sleep too little or too much. I become aggressive from time to time. I care too much. I worry too much. I grow exhausted. I talk too much or too little. I embarrass myself everyday. I doubt myself too much or too little. I’m not confidence in some...
Happiness is temporary.
Yes, you can find simple bliss, but it’s difficult to maintain such euphoria for a long time. Happiness comes every so and then. Happiness doesn’t last. People say they do, but do they really? We can’t always constantly stay happy. If we stay up, then how do we go down? If we’re always happy, then where is sadness? Will we be stronger or weaker? Happiness is only a...
@albertposis liked my post.
Zomg, zomg. Fangirl moment. He doesn’t even follow me. LOL, but still.
Dear Tumblr,
stephsy:
If you’re going to be a writer, can you pay attention to your diction? How good are you with precision and accuracy when you dictate your diction? Can you connote your notes correctly or are all your notes a con? Can you denote correctly? You have to be a player and a cheater. A player on words, a cheater with words— creating loopholes and various meanings in just one sentence. Can...
The inevitable problem between a female and a male...
One of the main problem that develops between a female and a male best friend is that one of the them ends up falling in like or love with their best friend. They get stuck with figuring their feelings out towards them, but in all honesty, it was bound to happen one way or another. You fall for them, no matter what you try to do to stop the feeling. It just grows naturally. That’s one thing...
Some people take Tumblr too seriously.
Honestly, this is just the internet. Don’t make Tumblr your life. Sure, you use Tumblr to blog and express your feelings, but don’t take to a point where you’ll get all furious and angry. Everyone’s obligated to their own mindset. It’s sad to see someone take Tumblr so seriously. It’s just the internet. Chill out. Seriously, don’t make Tumblr your life.
I don't understand why people do this.
Burn every little piece of possession of another person, just because it have memories along with them. Burn every little piece of memories that have been created. It won’t die. It won’t go away, no matter what you try to do. Delete every pictures, videos, songs, music, or whatever it is. Throwing out every little things, just so you can get over them. Just so you don’t have any...
Street Lights by Kayne West.
I like you.
A simple three words can be so hard to say. A simple three words that seems so difficult. A simple three words that can sum up a person’s feeling towards someone else. A simple three words that is so difficult to find in another person’s heart. A simple three words that can relieve a heartbreak. A simple three words that is just difficult to confess. Easier to bear in mind, harder to...
What would have happened?
What would have happened right now, right this moment if you never held back your feelings? What would have happened between us? I wonder. I wonder if you gave me a chance at it like you’ve given to others, if I would still have you by my side. If I would still have you in my life rather to slowly disappear like the rest of them. What would have happened if you actually never lied to me and...
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Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
My view on gay marriage? Let’s not put a label on marriages. In my eyes, marriage is marriage. It’s about the commitment between two people. It’s about two people who loves each other, despite race, gender, and etc. I believe there’s nothing wrong with a man marrying a man, a woman marrying a woman, or a a woman and man getting married. Marriage is suppose to be kept with...
Have you ever felt like this? When you stayed up late at night letting the darkness of thoughts lurk through your brain and eat your heart inside out? When you couldn’t find the comfort to sleep because you feel your heart aching too much? When you didn’t know where your thoughts were taking you, but you let it flow anyways, making it result in over-analyzing, over-thinking? When you...
Sometimes, just sometimes.
I wonder if someone ever run the fear of losing me. I wonder if someone misses me like I miss them. I wonder if someone would ever cry if I died. I wonder if someone would come visit me if I ever end up being in the hospital. I wonder if someone ever liked me the way I like them and not lie about it. I wonder if someone would ever die for me the way I would take a bullet for them. I wonder if...
dannyhiga:
Has it ever occurred to you that maybe everyone is bisexual? I mean, if you’re a guy, you could love your dad right? You could love your friends, same with girls. You could love your friends that you’d do anything for them. Thing is, if gender is what matters to you, it means sex is what matters to you, right? Which somewhat in a way makes it lust and not love. Lust is not the same as...
It's not about how you start off, but how you...
It’s about how you finish something. It doesn’t matter if you started first. It doesn’t matter if you created it first. It doesn’t matter if you start off slow or fast. It doesn’t matter if you start off clean or messy. It’s about how you complete the ending of it. It’s about finding how you’re going to create this, how you’re going to finish...
I'll be honest.
I don’t have a lot of friends. I really don’t. People usually assume that I do, but I don’t. I have friends here and there, but they don’t really stick around. Most are just people I see on the daily and say hello to. I never really had the chance to meet them more than half way. I don’t have a lot of people to rely on as I’ve been growing up. People come and...
Lately, it been getting difficult to articulate my thoughts into words. I don’t know how to portray the emotions that’s boiling inside of me. I don’t know how to find the words that are capable of making me agree with them in every way possible that says “that’s how I’m feeling at this exact moment”. I can’t find these words that I’m lost for....
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Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your...
A Child Called “It” and The Lost Boy by Dave Pelzer. I can’t stress enough how this was one of the most amazing, tear jerking, and life changing books I’ve ever read. It’s based on a true story, but this change my aspect on life. Maybe it’s just me, but after I read this for the first time when I was a kid, I couldn’t believe how much this little boy gone...
kehnee:
So you meet this person who becomes the closest to you within a short amount of time. You don’t know where they came from but you’re thankful that they did. Your days are filled with their laughter, their smiles and the countless of irreplaceable memories that you’ve made with them. Your thoughts are filled with the little things; the way they spoke, the sound of their laughter, how you...
Down to Earth by Justin Bieber.
If you choose to stay, then stay. If you choose to stay, you must stick with your words and not break them. You must know that this type of bond will remain with authentic feelings and nothing false. If you choose to leave, then go. If you choose to remain undecided, then don’t stay. Indecisive people are the ones who ends up leaving anyways. Why? Because I know that the one who choose to...
Don't put on a mask.
It’ll tear because in the end, that mask is just an illusion for the outsiders to see while the real person you’re portraying is dying for some air. Dying for some help. It’s screaming for someone. This mask you hold onto, this mask you’ve prepared for the people to see, it will break. It will make you break twice harder than you thought. Your heart will ache, you will...
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Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could...
The only people I could possibly live without are the ones who no longer exist in my life. They’re the people who up and left already. It may be mean to say that I could ‘definitely’ live without them, but it took some time. It took time for me to let them go. It took time for me to realized that I was wasting time living in the past when they’re no longer there, but...
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Sarah Chung! Hello, :D!
@sarahischungky. Yo’ girl! Happy barfday♥. I’ll be giving you your (cheese)cake(s) on Friday, :D. Sorry for not being able to give it to you on your birthday. I couldn’t go walking to the supermarket, so I’ll do it today and bring it to school tomorrow. I just want to tell you that you’re one of the closest friend I have to me in school or outside of school. I’m...
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Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live...
I can’t live without the closest people in my life. In all honesty, I can try to live without them, I can try to forget them, but they’ll end up drifting back into my head. They’re people who became a part of me and made me the person I am today. I appreciate every single one of them and honestly, even if I could live without them, they still meant something to me at one point. I...
Recommend me an Asian drama/ movie to watch?!
I’ve watched like most of the popular ones. Like for the dramas, I’ve seen Secret Garden, You’re Beautiful, Boys Before Flowers, Playful Kiss, and etc. Then for the movies, I’ve watched Baby & I, 200 Pounds of Beauty, and etc. I’m in need of a new drama/ movie to watch. Please and kindly thank you! :D.
People change, even yourself.
Everything change. We’re human. Change is constant, change is a must. Without change, everything will remain the same. Without change, we would not meet the people we’ve met today. Without change, our life would be filled with nothing, but the same boring things. Change will be for the better or for the worse. Your choice, your doing, but think of the consequences. You change yourself....
I've tried.
I’ve tried and put in efforts. I’ve tried and do everything to make our friendship stay. Nothing works. I’ve tried and tried. I put efforts, authentic feelings/ words, and in the end I’m still the one being pushed away. I’ve tried to tell my head that I’m just over-analyzing things. I’ve tried to tell myself that nothing’s really happening...
I hardly use the three words, "I love you."
I only say it to the same gender since they know I mean it as a friend. For some odd reason, when I do it to the opposite gender, I feel like it could be misleading. So, I end up spelling it in another form or saying something else that is close to those three words. If I ever fully use those three words towards the opposite sex, then it must be that I really mean it as friends or more than just...
I Miss You by Blink 182.
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Dear Viet Nguyen,
@ipetpandas. Happy Birthday, old cheesy fart!♥ Just kidding about the old cheesy fart part. Don’t kill me. I know you dislike it when I call you that :3. I know this isn’t the best present out there and I’m not able to give you anything materialistic, but these words will be coming from the heart. I hope you have an amazing birthday every year that passes by like today. I wish I...