Stop complaining, and let go when you need to let go. Stop complaining, and telling me what is unfair when you choose not to do anything about it. Stop complaining, and do something about it if you’re unhappy with it.
Stop making yourself look so pathetic. Not like this. There is so much more than ‘love’ in this world. Love yourself before you give your all the way you do. There is so much to explore and experience. You’re so much better than what someone else is telling you. You are your own person, and you are significant. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise. You have your own worth, and you are worth what you allow yourself to be. If you sink to the bottom, then there is nobody else to blame, but yourself. Have more confidence in yourself. It’s always easier said than done, but sooner or later, you’ll have to come to a point where you have to let go because it’s not healthy for yourself or the relationship in general. It’ll only stop you from growing to become a better person. So, please stop making yourself look this pathetic for someone who doesn’t choose to be better for themselves or you. You’re looking at this all wrong, but you keep refusing and saying this is love. This isn’t love. It’s an obsession, and that is so unhealthy.
All I can tell you now is that you’re on your own from here on out. I’ve been here for you all this time and you refuse to listen to me. You keep refusing, so what can I do for you when you treat me like shit in return? You threw all my respect for you out of the trash the moment you decided to get angry at me rather than the situation. I didn’t do anything, but stated what I felt and to open your eyes. I didn’t deserve to put up with you, but I did. I did, and you know why? Because I know you’d do the same for me, but at least I know when to stop being a shitty person and actually come to apologize for my mistake.
When you come to realized the difference between what really loving a person is like and leaving them their space rather than suffocating them and being obsessed with them, then come back to me because I’m honestly so tired of putting up with people who can’t tell the difference.
So, stop complaining and get your shit together.
"I think I fall in love a little bit with anyone who shows me their soul. This world is so guarded and fearful. I appreciate rawness so much."
Title: Love in the Milky Way Cafe
Meet love in front of the milky way café’s door,
While drinking green tea and iced coffee.
It comes while listening to the same songs every day.
You’re like a dry matchstick,
as much as you try to make a hateful expression,
you can’t hide your burning heart.
Please, say something to me.
I will make a rainbow in my tea cup.
Even in one day, two days, three days
I can’t stand it, I can’t live, I can’t die without you.
Hongdae, Sang Sudong, Shinchon, Leedae, Leetaewon,
I can’t walk in them.
You you you,
You you you, perfect perfect.
Let me tell you something, darling.
I will always remember the night you were drunk, and it was your first time being drunk in front of me. You might’ve been drunk on other days, but this was my first time seeing you drunk or knowing you were. That night you were drunk, I remember I was crying because I failed my midterm, and that was the last blow to my heart since everything piled up from the battles I was fighting whether it was within myself or with my family, or everything. I couldn’t stop crying, and I just couldn’t stop. I remembered, I do. I really do. You randomly came up to me when I was talking to someone else, someone who was willing to listen to me, and you said you really liked me, and you said you liked me because I was honest with myself and who I am as a person, and you said I was sweet, kind, and really nice. Then even if I was still crying, I was laughing a bit at your words because you hardly knew me at this point in time. Then after I got closer to you, I asked you if you remember what you said, and you said of course you did, but you only said it because I was crying. Even if you only said that because I was crying, thank you.
Thank you because even since then, those words stood with me. Those words really meant something to me. It’s not often when you get to hear people tell you things like this face to face, whether drunk or sober. So, thank you. Thank you for your drunken words you told me because even if it wasn’t as sincere, it still meant something to me, and I think words like those are difficult to hear especially in a time like that when I didn’t love myself enough.